I'm currently in a running rut. I'm not sure if that is actually true though. But my runs have been awfully inconsistent. Even though I have been running on alternate days. This still feels weird because I have been consistent. I don't know what has gotten into me. But I had a great run yesterday and it really knocked me out good, I kept napping through out the day I was so weary. I like this feeling though, it makes me feel like I've worked hard enough.  I need to work harder though! I need to lose weight before I fly! 

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In other news, I'm getting more and more anxious as the days pass since I'll be leaving for university in less than a month's time. I'm so worried and it's time to start packing and start going through that checklist of things to buy. So many things to do and buy since I'll be there for 3 years. What will become of meeeeeeeeee. 


 

 

たまには
寂しくなる
たまには
悲しくなる
たまには
自分が何をしたいかわからなくなる
たまには
いき苦しくなる
たまには


たまには
このままでいいと思ってる